Sunday, October 17, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
26 years is going to end soon...
Another year is going to end soon... another 2 months plus to go... before we say Goodbye to 2010... i am actually pretty scare to welcome the new year... hahaha... meaning i am getting a year older!!! Damn... 27 years old already... and what i have done for my past 26 years.... let me think.. let me think... tick tock tick tock... ermm... ermm... quite something lar... not a very big achievement, but at least got a lil lar... i think the biggest achievement i had so far is able to stick to my current job for almost 10 months... with all those heavy travelling... huge expenses... super stress.... long working hours... wow... that is something i never thought i would be one day... but i am glad where i am now.... i have exposed myself to a real corporate world.. where each words, action and decision taken carried certain consequences.. pretty scary huh... i think so ler...which makes me always hold back my feeling.. my words... my action... hmmm.... i had my first appraisal today with my boss and AM...well... everything went pretty well... now i know that my boss actually judge me differently from the rest! cause i am 26 years old? and i have years of working experiences... hahahha... which is true... so i think i need to behave myself from now on... eyes are watching us all the time! :) And i will get to lead my first project nexy year.. The Fashion Week in MVM...! I am pretty excited about this actually... my first time leading a project... and it's Fashion!! Hurray... well, i am kinda prepare myself for the worst... i had seen the worst happened to my colleague this year... hahahaa.... So i guess i will have to postpone my plan to change my life direction again... :D
26 years to 27 years of living... hmmm.... say old not very old... say young not young anymore.... belong to the early adulthood lar... ishh.. dun like the word 'adult'... making me sounds so old now... hehe... as i grow older.. eh.. no.. no..mature... more and more people around me are starting their family..getting married sial... which kinda make me a lil worry... lol... what if i am the only one left single forever???!!! Cham lor.... ku ku tan tan one person... so sad!! Cannot be lar this way... hahahaha... must cari rumah tumpang ady if still boh lang want me by 30... so shireen... u have another 3 years to look for one... LOL...
oh ya.. last but not least.. shireen is suck at socializing! Hpmmmm.... never like socializing lor.... :(
26 years to 27 years of living... hmmm.... say old not very old... say young not young anymore.... belong to the early adulthood lar... ishh.. dun like the word 'adult'... making me sounds so old now... hehe... as i grow older.. eh.. no.. no..mature... more and more people around me are starting their family..getting married sial... which kinda make me a lil worry... lol... what if i am the only one left single forever???!!! Cham lor.... ku ku tan tan one person... so sad!! Cannot be lar this way... hahahaha... must cari rumah tumpang ady if still boh lang want me by 30... so shireen... u have another 3 years to look for one... LOL...
oh ya.. last but not least.. shireen is suck at socializing! Hpmmmm.... never like socializing lor.... :(
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I forgot about my blog!
After leaving my blog for almost half a year, i just realised that I have a blog! Been too busy with work, work and work. My life is all about my work now. Working in a mall is not that easy, especially in the marketing team. Everything is about connection, efficiency, effectiveness, creativity and time-consuming. Everything looks very glamourous from the outside, but only us know all the shits that happened in the process. But of course at the end of the event, what we get in return is the self-satisfaction. I am not very sure if this job suits me well, but all i know is i have to stay on and see what this job can offer to me.
After delaying my Toastmasters speech for half year, finally I decided to take the next step and do my seventh speech tomorrow evening. The title of me speech is "Pls Kill Me". It's a sharing on Euthanasia and I am supporting it. i do not see why we can't choose when we want to die and how we want to die, if we were suffering from terminal illness. Rather than seeing myself suffering and going thru the agony everyday, why not I end it and go peacefully? If one day, *touch wood* I have to go thru all the pain and suffering, I rather kill myself and leave this world peacefully. Cause I know that i will never be able to go through all that. Either the pain will kill me, or I kill it before they attack me... hehehe...Like a war!
I actually like one of the quotations that the patient used to describe his feeling.. " Every journey has it's departure time and only the traveller know when to get out from it. The journey of no return is the best path that reason can show out of love and respect for life, so that life can have a dignified death!"
I really liked it! :D
After delaying my Toastmasters speech for half year, finally I decided to take the next step and do my seventh speech tomorrow evening. The title of me speech is "Pls Kill Me". It's a sharing on Euthanasia and I am supporting it. i do not see why we can't choose when we want to die and how we want to die, if we were suffering from terminal illness. Rather than seeing myself suffering and going thru the agony everyday, why not I end it and go peacefully? If one day, *touch wood* I have to go thru all the pain and suffering, I rather kill myself and leave this world peacefully. Cause I know that i will never be able to go through all that. Either the pain will kill me, or I kill it before they attack me... hehehe...Like a war!
I actually like one of the quotations that the patient used to describe his feeling.. " Every journey has it's departure time and only the traveller know when to get out from it. The journey of no return is the best path that reason can show out of love and respect for life, so that life can have a dignified death!"
I really liked it! :D
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