Another f***cked up day...

Today is really a f**cked up day... I just dun get it... why would people get into a fight after a friendly futsal match????? WHY?? WHY?? Gosh... And it have to happen during my event!! Sigh... I am seriously very disappointed with the whole thing... although this is not something that we expected to happen but come on.. we are all college students... why ended up with a fight??? And now what??! More problems are coming up now... sigh... I think my head is getting heavier now... more problems inside now... maybe extra a few kg ... hahaha...

- I am extremely tired of everything. Can I give up?-

A lil updates about my weekend!

So... after a great weekend, it's time to get serious now. Let's update a lil about my great weekend. So me, Sue Ann and Sean decided to go for a happy hour in KL on the Saturday. After google-ing for a few websites, I decided to try out at Sassoroso Italian Restaurant near to KLCC. First visit and I loved it. The ambiance is great... relaxing ... because we did not made a reservation, we only managed to get the outside table. Good enough!The menu was well customize.. there are pasta... risotto...pizza... appetizer... dessert... and their main thing to do there... The wine selection! They have so many wine selection which I also do not how to differentiate. So I ordered pizza with four types of italian cheeseeeeeeee... yummy!!! I forgot what is the name... something.. formaggi... haha... Then Sue Ann ordered pasta as usual and Sean had risotto that night. When my pizza was served, I got a shocked! It's BIG!! But the smell of the cheese was so yummyyyy.... Ohhh... NICE! I actually finished 5 our of 8 pieces pizza that night... hehe... i know.. i know.. it's FAT.. but I cannot resist them!












So after our fulfilling dinner, we decided to go for a drink. After cracking my head thinking where to go.. finally we ended up at Zouk. Ohh.. it was packed.. got Juicy event that night at the main room. Thank God because we still have a quarter of bottle left that previous night we went, we MANAGED to skip the queue!! Hahaha... phewww... when I entered Velvet... Goshh!! It was so cold!! I was freezing inside there... Can't even enjoyed a lil... Sigh... sad case! But but but... but... one thing that made my day! hahaha... the highlight of the night!I do not know if it is nice to share it here... but since it has been requested by someone, so i shall wrote them down. So I was waiting for my turn in the ladies room at Zouk that night, I waited for quite sometime and the idiot people was still inside dunno doing what. Then I could heard some water gushing down from somewhere. So out of curiosity, I tried to locate the source of the sound. And guess what? The lady beside me was peeing! Ermm... she was standing there awkwardly and let the water just flow down to the floor. Thank God she was wearing a very short dress that night or else... I cannot imagine what will happen to her. So all of us were looking at her. I was so wanted to laugh... but in order to avoid making her look bad, I just kept them to myself until I went into the toilet room. HAHAHAHAHA... ok.. I am a lil evil ... but but but.. it was funny. Probably she was unable to hold it any longer. So pity her but she should have squat down. That would probably save her legs from her own "water". The most funny was the cleaner actually cleaning and tell the others that the lady inside the toilet room pee and wet the floor! Gosh.. that was embarrassing! That cleaner also another one.. sigh... can't she just act dumb?!! And also the friend that came in with the lady.. she looked at her and acted that nothing happen and continued talking with that "lady". Hahaha... that was funny too! Oh... something that I think I hardly got a chance to see live.




One of the good weekends!! :)

Advance Father's day celebration

In order to avoid the high traffic of Father's day, we had decided to make it a week earlier for celebration. After a long consideration, we had decided to go to PJ Seafood at Damansara for seafood. Erm.. not really seafood but CRABS! Yummy! We made a reservation a day earlier and by the time we reached there, it was almost full! Thank God that I made a booking. Phewww.... So we ordered few dishes and the cannot missed signature dishes, "butter crabs" and also "salty egg crabs". Since I did not have my dinner the day before, it is time for me to have something good inside my empty stomach. We managed to click some pictures before our food came.

Now I know why ppl looks at the eyes!

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed"

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

- I really like this! -

The Moment

One Moment listen please

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation
Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution
Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension


- Bill Gates

Reason, Season or Lifetime!

Something that I copied from somewhere where I think I like it!

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.



Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime

Another day just passed by...

Again, it's weekend soon! Weekend is like a charger.. a charger that re-charges my wasted energy during the weekdays. This week has been a relaxing week for me.. not so hectic like previous weeks.. gosh! That really kills me. Finally it's time for me to sit back and enjoy a lil... but soon.. soon I have to start getting busy again.. this time with the diploma final exam preparation. Setting final exam questions... prepare the answer sheet.. arghh... I can't believe that I am actually doing that... hmm... after being a student for 3 years, now I am actually setting up exam paper.. :)

Today I had lunch with Diana... Fu Hao and that lil 'angel'... you know who are u! Ishh... I tell you.. this angel is devilish! Really trying so hard to just make me feel bad.. Nvm.. I will have my chance back..

And today I canceled my class again.. haha.. this time is for some modeling audition. Haha.. actually my main reason of going there is to record the walk for my miss runway.. but when Victor saw me.. he insisted me to go up for the audition (he always claimed that he think I am more than what I am now... lol..thank you Sir!). so yeah.. I went for it... walking catwalk on the stage in front of people really made me fear and nervous! Gosh.. not first time but the feeling is still there. And I was selected.. my luck I guess.. haha... now that I am selected, meaning I need to practice more now!

Oh yeah.. that lil angel sent me a link to this video clip.. it was so touching!! I actually almost shed a tear...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJMbk9dtpdY

Weekend is here.. weekend is here.. time for enjoyment!

Life oh Life

Have you ever question yourself why is life sometimes so boring? Why is life at times too routine and why we have to do what we have to do at that particular stage of life? What is life to us? For some people, they might said that life is a process of enjoying… some might said that life is a creation by God… so we have to live life to the fullest… some people might also said that life is a process where human or people waiting to die. And in the journey of waiting… we can choose to live our life the way that we want. Different people will have different definition when comes to this. Personally, I think life is nothing extraordinary or so great about it. Life is somehow shaped by the environment we are dealing with everyday. At times I wonder why I am born into this world. Well, of course I have no say about this… I have to ask my parents why. Why do I say that life is shaped by the environment we are living in? I think I can only say through my 25 years of life experiences and also from the environment around me.
Looking back at my life or most of us here today, since the day we were born, our life was been nicely arranged by those people who were born so much earlier than us. When we were six or seven years old, we were sent to kindergarten for pre-primary education. Some of us might even been sent to those extra activities such as ballet dancing or piano lesson. How I wish that my parents actually send me to those dancing class, but too bad I was not given that opportunity. See... sometimes we were not given the choice to choose the life that we want. Then when we were eight years old, we were sent to primary school by our parents. Why? Cause it is the government’s law that all children must have proper education. Alright… we wasted our six years there doing something that I think do not benefit us much. Again, we were not given a choice to choose if that is what we want in life. Then we continued our journey to the secondary school after completed our primary education. Another five years were wasted there and what do we get in return? A SPM certificate that probably help you to earn about 1k per month. That is why our parents sent us to college so that we can get a degree and better qualification that can help us to earn thousands after our graduation. After graduation, we will eventually step into the working environment that is so not fun at all. But why we still need to work when it is not fun? For survival of life… to meet the life’s needs and wants… if we do not work, we cannot survive. Isn’t life is complicated?
Why can’t we just go out there and do exactly what we want to do rather than going through these stages of life? Because that is what life is all about. I think life is basically about studying… working… family and friendship. When I completed my secondary school back in year 2001, people started to ask me… what courses I plan to do after SPM? Which college or university you plan to join after SPM? I would gladly tell them that I want to do hotel hospitality and management. But I ended up doing business courses. Why? Cause my family financial do not allow me to do so. So I got no choice but work it out within my capacity and ability. When I started to join the working force, I realized that working is not interesting at all; especially when you are doing something that you have no interest in it. How many people have the opportunity to do what they love as their career? Not many people I can say. I always wanted to register myself for those dancing academy to learn dancing through the proper channel. But the environment I am living now does not allow me to do so. I am restricted!
Then we reach a certain stage of life, people will tend to force you to think about relationship and family. It is like a must do things in life before you die. Studying… get a job… start a family… live happily ever after. Is this what life is all about? I always wonder. I have this friend who is about 30 years old and still single and available. She used to be a jovial lady. She seems to enjoy her single life a lot. But as her age keep increasing, she was somehow started to think about relationship and family. I asked her why… she said that everyone around her has already started to build their own family except her. So she started to join those match making company even though that is not what she wants. See how powerful these influences of environment in our life are and how it actually changed someone’s life.

Of course some might said that we do have choice to live our life the way we want. Yes of course we do. But the question is how many of us have that opportunity. Then people will say that opportunity has to be created by us, ourselves. But then how long do we have to toil for that opportunity to come to us? Either fast or slow, as long as we do not have the opportunity yet, our life will still be influenced or shaped by the environment we dealing and living in today.