Can't wait for it!!!

Haha... after watching the first twilight, oh.. i can't wait for the next one!!

Singapore was good

After spending two days in Singapore, I think I fell in love with it. Hahaha... each time I went there, I really like the place more and more.. Singapore is just like another KL city. Everyone is busy walking here and there. People with different outlook, nationality, races and profession sharing the same mrt or buses. Singapore is a small country but I can say that it has to be one of the best. First thing that I love the most would be the safety. Can you imagine me and my girl friend, Christine walking around the city at 6.00am, and still I am safe at Msia now? Haha.. the first thing and most important thing I always look for.. Safety. Then I also get to know few Singaporean malay and guess what.. they are quite nice people. I was suprised when they told me that in Singapore, there are also mat remp, which are like mat rempit in Msia lar.. hahaha... Not so perfect after all. But still I am safe there. Everything was pretty cool and great for me there. If I have choice, I would like to start my life there... Yes,Christine.. I want to be there..just give me somemore time ok.. haha..

So yeah.. I had fun! other than the flu and sore throat i was having still. I know... fun spoiler!! Anyway.. Singapore was good!

Education fair?

This is the second time I went for education fair. Well, compared to the first time, I think I performed better this time. Maybe because I have to do a lot of counselling and have to be independent with everything. From a 20% of marketing skills, I think I can say that it eventually went up to 70%? Haha.. from ADP, to A levels and to Engineering, I can crap the whole way! Oh even professional studies as well. Good.. this is indeed a good experience for me. I have learnt a lot from this. I am so thankful to my best buddies who were there with me, Andrew..Ke Xin and Efoong. You guys are the best! Hahaa...

And finally, I managed to pull in my own brother to SNHU. Hahaha... after a long disagreement and arguement, I still WIN! Hahaha... *very evil of me*

It was a fruitful weekend for me. But unfortunately, I am sick now. !@#$%^&*
I know... I know.. I am leaving to Singapore in 3days time. Arghhh...cannot afford to get into deep sick now. Healing... GOd please heal me! :p

Stress? Hahaha

I actually went to the doctor. A general doctor.. I know.. I know.. it's a lil nonsense to go see doctor for my slight depression. Haha... Probably it will go away in few days time. Still, I went for it. The doctor said probably I am under stress. I need to take things easily and rest more. I was having problem in getting my sleep as well. Argh... sleeping also canot.. this also canot.. that also canot...mati lar aku. I did asked for some sleeping pills in case.. in case I had the sleeping problem again. Touchwood, I still haven't have the chance to use it! Thank God... :)

I still do not understand what stress I am having. Working? PRom night? Environment around me? Working is currently ok to me. Past few weeks was terrible for me.. which I think is the start of this symptoms. But things were solved and getting better. Therefore, I am supposed to get better as well. Prom night? Haha... of course it does. But I couldn't believe until this extent. Although there were changes in plan and delayed, it won't create so much stress to me, I think.. Hmm... I really do not know why... or how... or what.. *Give up finding the answer*

Anyway.. deal with it. I need to have a break from everything.

Can't wait for Singapore trip!! :)

Hollywood Glam - Part 1

So let's talk about the Hollywood Glam aka HICT Prom Night 2009. After the postponing and delaying, finally the Oscar is up in the lobby. Indeed an eye catcher! Everyone that passes by will definitely stop and look at it. "What is this for? Any event is coming up? This is very good! How did you guys make it? Very creative!" All sorts of questions were thrown to us. This is a very good start for this event. Everyone is starting to get awareness of it. This is what we want. I can bet that this year prom night will be the best HICT ever had. This is the promise I have for myself. Keeping my finger crosses, and I will work it out.. of course with the assistance and efforts from my team. The best team I always worked with. Brilliant people they are!

Now that the first part is done, I can move on to the coming part 2 - The pre-event of Hollywood Glam 2009. Still looking for fresh ideas on how to make it another success one... *still thinking*

I will post up the Oscar pictures once I got it... :)

A lil too depressed?

I am going through a period of slight depression since last two weeks. I do not know what happened but my physical and mental just do not clicked! I had very bad mood that I think I might have offended few people around me. I said what I do not really meant and I acted coldly towards people around me. Stress? Probably... Sad? Probably... Sick? Not really... maybe a lil... Disappointment? Probably... I am going through a hard weeks and still I am now. Just wondering why am I so emotional weak recently. I cannot take control over my emotion anymore. The emotion and feeling are taking control of my life, which I hate so much. These emotional moment really make me weak and I am like where I was three years back. I began to wander back to the moment where I had the worst time in my life. The anger, guilt, sadness, disappointment and the feeling of lost is again back into my life.

I am kinda lost now. I do not know what I want in my life anymore. For what I had planned for my life so far are somehow lost it's meaning. Just do not know what I should do anymore. Should I take up the offer to do teaching? Why am I feeling like letting go of everything? Suddenly I do not have the passion for event management anymore. I am losing mood and passion for something that I wanted so much in my life. That is serious problem.. Haha... Depression you think? Yes, I think so!